Feel so fly like a G6
05 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
in Feelings, Random Tags: Love
I have the urge to write love, romantic stuff again! Yes you heard me right:)
I have no idea why. I was just reading through one particular post and therefore decided to write again about these stuff. So well, I know most of you would LOVE it, that I’m posting this things again… 
so here goes nothing…
Flash back memory started and I just stared blankly into space. Somehow, deep down inside I know, we still feel that same connection we had years ago. It was the connection that we say would never blossom further. Now I’m blaming you for letting me go because you didn’t had the courage to take the first step, ask. One simple sentence and that connection might blossom, but you didn’t. & now, you want that connection back?! Are you serious??
No way! As I tell myself, still blankly staring into space.
What kind of guy does that? Half gay guy? You gave up on me first, and you’re the one that didn’t want to admit anything that was happening then. People could tell how close we were and yet, “sigh”. No way, am I giving you another change again!
After all the thinking while sitting there. I still got to admit that all this time, I was constantly thinking about him and how I wish there was a “future” between us. You’ve got to admit, the handsome structure of the face and the nicely manly body build. Was just irresistible, girls just can’t say no. Well, that’s not the reason for me, for me that was just a bonus with the character that I fell madly in love with once.
He still has that character that I love.
But there’s one character that I hate about him, indecisive. That’s why we can never be together. That’s why we call it quits, or should you say, I call it quits. & that’s why he’ll never learn why I’ll never be with him cause his indecisive. Why do I hate it so much? You must be thinking that right? It’s because of this character that irritates me, that gives me no secure in my/our future, that irks me a lot, that one day if we’re ever at the alter would he keep silent when it’s time for him to say “yes” or “no”? So do you understand my plight?
How hard is it to forget you. When I love you “SO MUCH” and hate you that “little” and that “little” means future to me/us? I’m not going to risk my life happiness for this SO MUCH and forgo the little. It means too much to me.
“Beep”, open text.
“Hi”
Ok guys I’m done for now want to sleep already:) well, will see my mood if I do wish to continue I post it with the same title + continue. Or else I’ll just start another story:D but isn’t it better this way? No, not because I’m lazy to continue. At least you guys can go imagine the rest and how you guys want it to end:) happy, sad, tragic, romantic, whatever you want the ending to be:)
Well ciao:) Nitez; sweet dreams. & God Bless.
-fishBeloved
