I know everything will be alright:)
02 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
in Dance, Feelings Tags: his love
This post that I’m putting is quite personal.
As some of you know, during the past months, Jan and early feb. I hardly reply any text at all, unless it was really urgent. It’s because well.. I won’t say it first until full story is completed then I’ll do another post fully about it. Well, I want to say, sorry to some of you, haha
You guys went to the extreme to call my mum, to check if I was still alive:D haha,adorable peeps:)
Well thankfully I am:) because somehow God gave the the strength to carry on, living:) I just needed time for my self because of the results, that I’m not proud of. But now…
I’m living and trusting and believing God that everything will go his way. I used to have big faith, like literally my faith with God was indestructible but this results and rejection in different ways, brought my faith from “there” to “there” down pit hole. It took me weeks or this two months Jan and feb to climb back up by believing God again. I can say, I am still learning to be stronger in faith.
I used to counsel people, giving them advice and thinking that the advice I give them was easy for them to accomplish it, until now. I realize it’s not as simple as that. Somehow, people tell you the right thing to do and you know it’s the right thing to do but you just can’t. Because you don’t know how it’s gonna happen in the end or it’s just simple hard to do it. Now I understand, you:) so when I do counsel again, I’ll put my state at that time and counsel them from how I’ve been through.
When some of you read this you’ll know what I’ve been through but for some, if your blur about it, don’t freed about it:) when the time is right to put full details and post it:)
Done with class tonight! AWESOME! & I should be sleeping now to wake up @6 tomorrow for a run.. Well then thanks for reading, you want a post here you go:) you’ve gotten more then what you asked for:)
Enjoy, God Bless <3
-fishBeloved